At least a long time since I submitted a deviation on DA. LOL anyway, things will change I can feel it. Been mostly working hard on getting myself more focused on designing and creating more. Have many ideas, just nothing concrete yet. Until next time...

Been working on my website ([link]) a lot more lately as well as the Forum called The Psych-Ward. Made a few themes for that and am currrently working on some DesktopX themes for my system.. For some odd reason I'm on an Anime kick. Anyway. Until next time kiddies....

The following is a blurb from a raving lunatic:

-Yesterday I decided to break up with my girlfriend of 1 month because I felt nothing was really there. I don't know if it's because I am not actually to feel love anymore.

I poked around online and decided to see if she had written anything in her journal online and saw that she did write about the break up. Why is it when someone breaks up with you and trlls you the reason you think it's ALWAYS something else. Well, she thought t was her weight that was the reason. That was far from the truth. I looked past that.

There just wasn't a spark of anything there. Yeah there was a slight attraction, but my heart just wasn't reacting to the relationship. She was a sweet girl and I felt it was right to do it now before it got more serious and she was more destroyed than now.

She flipped out in the beginning of course, but called back later to apologize for her reaction. I told her it was O.K. and expected. In that call I asked her who wanted to kill me of her circle of friends. So far only one. YAY, sweet Death.

I spoke with an OLD ICQ friend of mine. Trying to catch up with some of the old conatact list. Lately I have been thinking of the people I haven't talked to in a long time. Some I miss, some I fon't. I started thinking about some of the people I lost touch with, which kinda sucks, but that's what happens when you get in a long term relationsship I guess.

Well, I am getting tired now. So I guess I shall delve into the subconcious world of nightmares and dool... Until next time.....
The tranquilizers have set in. He is quiet now....

The following is a blurb from a raving lunatic:

-I have lost my job today.
Because the policies are gay
No browsing
No Messaging
No Breathing
No individual thinking

So fuck you and your phones
Your policies and your clones
Repeating scripts
Not giving a shit
Coporporate dimwits
Going out of our wits

Freedom! Is what you gave me
I will not let you destroy me
You will fall soon
Your impending doom
Will reach high noon
And I shall bloom

FUCK YOU!
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The tranquilizers have set in. He is quiet now....

The following is a blurb from a raving lunatic:

-My life is complicated
I am not quite sure
Is it fear
of failure
of rejection
or of disappointment

My heart tattered
SHE helps mend it
Am I feeling
Infatuation
Lust
or the beginning of ....

Love again?
How can this be?
I'm afraid
of being hurt
of feelings not returned
of being alone yet again.

-SF102702-.
The tranquilizers have set in. He is quiet now....